Mood: Want to cry...
Feeling: lonely, stressed out, useless...
Listening to: nothing...
Thing i did before going online: Chem assignment.
I don't understand..... *sigh* i hate myself for not understanding... its suppose to be something simple.. but how come i don't understand??? *pulls hair* aarararrrrrgggghhhh.. Bio lagi kan di buat.... *sigh* sasak ku sudah.... Semester break?? YeAh RigHT! as If! sure its break from lectures... BUT ITS NOT A BREAK FROM DOING ASSIGNMENTS AND STUDYING.
Been going to UBD almost everyday except for one day when i just stayed at home.... even that day doesnt count, coz i was doing M.I.B ...
A lot of tests are coming up, i seriously feel the pressure.... i need to get a B and above......
*sigh* i'm going back to the textbooks now....
i want to go out jalan2.... or maybe the beach would be nice.... but yeah... everyones just busy. *sigh*
Thursday, September 23, 2004
Mood - feels like crying.
Reason - disclosed.
I went to UBD today and spent my morning and afternoon in the library, managed to start studying biology on evolution & diversity for the test. Pretty much worried about it, there's about 100 pages of information to read. Tried to glue my head onto the textbooks most of the time.
After going back home, decided to go UBD sports complex to play badminton as planned with lizzy, kevin, mike, ken. Played with Ken, then with lizzy,then all the guys played basketball, i think there were some JIS students there. I went home at about 7.40+, took a shower, had dinner and now here i am.
Need to keep my eyes open coz i want to watch Mi Jia Le Zhi Wu at 10.30, the storyline is getting interesting. =)
Don't feel like typing anymore...
nite nite
love Nisa xxx
Reason - disclosed.
I went to UBD today and spent my morning and afternoon in the library, managed to start studying biology on evolution & diversity for the test. Pretty much worried about it, there's about 100 pages of information to read. Tried to glue my head onto the textbooks most of the time.
After going back home, decided to go UBD sports complex to play badminton as planned with lizzy, kevin, mike, ken. Played with Ken, then with lizzy,then all the guys played basketball, i think there were some JIS students there. I went home at about 7.40+, took a shower, had dinner and now here i am.
Need to keep my eyes open coz i want to watch Mi Jia Le Zhi Wu at 10.30, the storyline is getting interesting. =)
Don't feel like typing anymore...
nite nite
love Nisa xxx
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
Mood: Cheerful.
Reason: also don't know why (maybe due to sufficient amount of sleep)
Listening to: N Sync - Selfish
Been busy lately, hmm.... i'm quite sure my previous post started off with the same sentence. Hahaha... Wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday, sunday been busy with choir stuff, practice, the booth, the iklan. But it was all good fun. Spent a lot of money though buying food, coz on friday and sunday stayed at Uni the whole day till afternoon.
Semester break started on Saturday, but we still came to Uni, i don't remember for what reason, hahaha... prolly MIB. Then i TOTALLY FORGOT about playing bouncer, My kain got slit so cannot play... heh.. then on sunday i planned out to play then no more bouncer *pouts* was so disappointed... i really wanted to play!!!
Yesterday spent the morning doing MIB stuff also, planned to do chem assignment in the afternoon.. started off at question 1, i could hardly keep my eyes open.. i swear i was half awake when i was looking at the question paper.... ahhaha so decided to go home a bit early. Went back home at 3pm, txted him for fun. Then managed to txt Nick also, long time haven't text with him.. finally can.... don't remember how much money spent txting with him... 30cents per txt hahaha *gulp* but it was fun.
I couldn't believe i fell asleept at 5pm hahahaha..... my mom said my lil sis tried to wake me up, but failed. Hahaha i don't even remember anyone trying to wake me up. I finally woke up at about 8 something at night. Then took a shower, finally feeling fresh, went to look for food, then watch Mi Jia Le Zhi Wu till midnight.. waaaaaaaa SHUWEI SO SHUAI!!!! *melts* i'm assuming evil is creeping up on him first... can't wait to watch the next ep tonight... aaaaaahhh......
Going to send off Ahmad today, going to Uk on scholarship. Lucky guy! Jeles ku eh.... after that going to UBD, Badminton ECA is still on, i don't really mind. i feel like playing eventhough feeling slightly exhausted. i think i need the exercise considering the amount of food i've been eating lately out of boredom. hahaha
Hmm... what else.... i also dunno.... i guess, i'm going to continue with MIB.
laters. Mwahhz..
Nisa xxx
Reason: also don't know why (maybe due to sufficient amount of sleep)
Listening to: N Sync - Selfish
Been busy lately, hmm.... i'm quite sure my previous post started off with the same sentence. Hahaha... Wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday, sunday been busy with choir stuff, practice, the booth, the iklan. But it was all good fun. Spent a lot of money though buying food, coz on friday and sunday stayed at Uni the whole day till afternoon.
Semester break started on Saturday, but we still came to Uni, i don't remember for what reason, hahaha... prolly MIB. Then i TOTALLY FORGOT about playing bouncer, My kain got slit so cannot play... heh.. then on sunday i planned out to play then no more bouncer *pouts* was so disappointed... i really wanted to play!!!
Yesterday spent the morning doing MIB stuff also, planned to do chem assignment in the afternoon.. started off at question 1, i could hardly keep my eyes open.. i swear i was half awake when i was looking at the question paper.... ahhaha so decided to go home a bit early. Went back home at 3pm, txted him for fun. Then managed to txt Nick also, long time haven't text with him.. finally can.... don't remember how much money spent txting with him... 30cents per txt hahaha *gulp* but it was fun.
I couldn't believe i fell asleept at 5pm hahahaha..... my mom said my lil sis tried to wake me up, but failed. Hahaha i don't even remember anyone trying to wake me up. I finally woke up at about 8 something at night. Then took a shower, finally feeling fresh, went to look for food, then watch Mi Jia Le Zhi Wu till midnight.. waaaaaaaa SHUWEI SO SHUAI!!!! *melts* i'm assuming evil is creeping up on him first... can't wait to watch the next ep tonight... aaaaaahhh......
Going to send off Ahmad today, going to Uk on scholarship. Lucky guy! Jeles ku eh.... after that going to UBD, Badminton ECA is still on, i don't really mind. i feel like playing eventhough feeling slightly exhausted. i think i need the exercise considering the amount of food i've been eating lately out of boredom. hahaha
Hmm... what else.... i also dunno.... i guess, i'm going to continue with MIB.
laters. Mwahhz..
Nisa xxx
