Cravings: soup... i want soup..
Mood: dunno... my whole body hurts..
Loves: shUWeI
Listening to: Fly to the sky - Always together.
i seriously have no more energy left in my body, i feel so weak. Cleaning my room has exhausted all of the energy in me. I've started cleaning my room 3 days ago and i tell you i haven't finished yet. I think i would've finished cleaning but had some interruptions while cleaning. I had to attend a wedding ceremony then accompany my mom to send my sister for tuition. I need a box to put some stuff in. I don't even know where to keep my old smash hits magazines.... i was considering throwing them away, like its 1999/2000? issues... so old, some of the bands don't exist anymore. But its hard to part with things. I tend to just keep them. So i need a box. I've cleared the top of my two cupboards... hahaha removed all the junks and store my files properly in the cupboard.
My brother did offer to help me clean my room, twice, but i said no. I find it difficult having someone cleaning the room with me. I prefer doing it on my own though it takes longer. My feet are sore. I just finally bought myself some house slipper. If not the pedicurist will aiyoh remind me again to wear them... protect your feet etc etc etc... speaking of that i need to get a manicure and a pedicure... but then.... no money.. =/ so sad... need to use money to buy something else.
Currently my table is filled with junk hahaha... i dunno where to put them anymore.... Even my Energy posters are on my bed right now... haven't got energy to stick them up on the wall.
aah watever.. i'm crapping crap again.. *sigh*
i've updated Renfu's fic today, Niunai's and Energy's fic yesterday. Ideas are draining out of me.... waaahahhaahahaha... so tired.. *pouts*
i'm out...
xxx
Thursday, May 13, 2004
Cravings: None.
Mood: 'i don't know'
Loves: ShuWei-Energy
Listening to: The silence of my room.
It's morning... and i'm online. The weather has just been perfect the past few days, though some people may disagree. My idea of a perfect day is when its cloudy and drizzling outside. It just makes you want to curl up in bed and sleep. But you don't see me sleeping do you coz i'm here typing. I don't like to sleep, i go to sleep coz my eyes force me to. Hahaha~ The weather is making my room cOLd wHoOpie~~!! i like i like... the colder the better...
I've got nothing else to do. Bleh~ I've just watched i think episode 34& 35 of 100% Senorita. Very emotionally affected by the story. I feel like crying when i watched it. I think if i understood it better i definitely would've cried. I can't wait till it has subtitles(-but then i can bet that have to wait a lot longer for it.. *sigh*) Anyways... 1 hour more before Westside Story starts. Mwahahhaha.... i'm conquering the TV every morning from 7.30am till 1pm. So BAD!!! Not my fault really... i would've distributed the times i'm infront of the TV for mornings and Night times. It's just that i can't watch any of my TV programmes at Night. Coz got defeated by SPORTS/FOOTBALL NEWS.... *frowns* heh... what's so interesting about it anyway? Isn't it more interesting to Watch Wallace Huo Jian Hua? *shaks head* Isn't it more interesting to watch XieZhi in Westside?
I went to UBD yesterday, the pre-med students were selling their 1st year textbooks. SO THICK & HeAVY!! + So ExPEnSIVE *cries* i guess its normally... at least i bought it cheaper from them than from the shops. Me & Crysteen wanted to look for Hj Jalil, coz Kaka Joanna asked us to check with him about our offer letters. But unfortunately he's on leave and will only be back on the 17th,(next monday right? -i didn't check calender) Hopefully the offer letter is ready. 100% confirmation is all i need now. *prays*
Ooh... i went rummaging around my bedroom. Especially my table, been neglecting it since school was over. So it was covered with Junk, pieces of papers, old files and notes, notebooks, work-files, cd's, colour pencils, poster paint... la la la etc etc etc... I managed to clear my table... but still got a few umm 'things' that i don't know where to put. Little little stuffs. I find it very difficult to throw away my old things... i still have my primary school books and papers in a box. I need a magazine rack, or anything that i can use to dump my magazines in. Of coz some magazines, i'll place it on my table(hahaha only special ones-wif nice pics of Energy =P 'COLOR' magazines, i don't know where else to find the magazines, i bought one, here in Brunei but then no more. i bought the other 3 when i was in KK)
I want to go holiday overseas!!! It's not fair... people around me are going, my dad is going to Korea for a week, end of this month, for work. Colly is going to S'pore end of this month? or is it early June? hmm... anyways... then i think my aunt is going to KL with her family(for holiday). And also my Uncle and cousin going to KL(not for holiday) I want to follow my aunt, but then... they're going in a big group with my uncle's side of the family that i'm not close to, plus doubt my mom will let me go. I wanted to follow my Uncle, just follow to KL then go off on my own.... my mom won't let me go either. So i asked my mom to go with me then, since she won't let me go on my own. She can't coz she's busy. *sigh*
I'm so bored at home. Even going online seems boring. Like the least time i spent online was about 4 minutes. I went online check my e-mail, then logged off. Coz i had nothing else to do. I didn't feel like chatting. Even shopping has lost a little bit of its flavour. It's like if you have nothing to buy, there's no point of going window shopping as there's nothing here to window shop. Yeah maybe The Mall would be a great place to do that, but there's no point! Like all you get is sore feet. So isn't it better to just stay at home? But then there's nothing at home... see... the only thing left to do is either go to school or go holiday abroad. I can't go to school, coz Uni only starts in August. So my only option left is go on a holiday overseas. *sigh* i can just dream on.
Maybe i should watch something with Shuwei in it... maybe then i can put back a smile on my face.
Laters xxx nisa xxx
Mood: 'i don't know'
Loves: ShuWei-Energy
Listening to: The silence of my room.
It's morning... and i'm online. The weather has just been perfect the past few days, though some people may disagree. My idea of a perfect day is when its cloudy and drizzling outside. It just makes you want to curl up in bed and sleep. But you don't see me sleeping do you coz i'm here typing. I don't like to sleep, i go to sleep coz my eyes force me to. Hahaha~ The weather is making my room cOLd wHoOpie~~!! i like i like... the colder the better...
I've got nothing else to do. Bleh~ I've just watched i think episode 34& 35 of 100% Senorita. Very emotionally affected by the story. I feel like crying when i watched it. I think if i understood it better i definitely would've cried. I can't wait till it has subtitles(-but then i can bet that have to wait a lot longer for it.. *sigh*) Anyways... 1 hour more before Westside Story starts. Mwahahhaha.... i'm conquering the TV every morning from 7.30am till 1pm. So BAD!!! Not my fault really... i would've distributed the times i'm infront of the TV for mornings and Night times. It's just that i can't watch any of my TV programmes at Night. Coz got defeated by SPORTS/FOOTBALL NEWS.... *frowns* heh... what's so interesting about it anyway? Isn't it more interesting to Watch Wallace Huo Jian Hua? *shaks head* Isn't it more interesting to watch XieZhi in Westside?
I went to UBD yesterday, the pre-med students were selling their 1st year textbooks. SO THICK & HeAVY!! + So ExPEnSIVE *cries* i guess its normally... at least i bought it cheaper from them than from the shops. Me & Crysteen wanted to look for Hj Jalil, coz Kaka Joanna asked us to check with him about our offer letters. But unfortunately he's on leave and will only be back on the 17th,(next monday right? -i didn't check calender) Hopefully the offer letter is ready. 100% confirmation is all i need now. *prays*
Ooh... i went rummaging around my bedroom. Especially my table, been neglecting it since school was over. So it was covered with Junk, pieces of papers, old files and notes, notebooks, work-files, cd's, colour pencils, poster paint... la la la etc etc etc... I managed to clear my table... but still got a few umm 'things' that i don't know where to put. Little little stuffs. I find it very difficult to throw away my old things... i still have my primary school books and papers in a box. I need a magazine rack, or anything that i can use to dump my magazines in. Of coz some magazines, i'll place it on my table(hahaha only special ones-wif nice pics of Energy =P 'COLOR' magazines, i don't know where else to find the magazines, i bought one, here in Brunei but then no more. i bought the other 3 when i was in KK)
I want to go holiday overseas!!! It's not fair... people around me are going, my dad is going to Korea for a week, end of this month, for work. Colly is going to S'pore end of this month? or is it early June? hmm... anyways... then i think my aunt is going to KL with her family(for holiday). And also my Uncle and cousin going to KL(not for holiday) I want to follow my aunt, but then... they're going in a big group with my uncle's side of the family that i'm not close to, plus doubt my mom will let me go. I wanted to follow my Uncle, just follow to KL then go off on my own.... my mom won't let me go either. So i asked my mom to go with me then, since she won't let me go on my own. She can't coz she's busy. *sigh*
I'm so bored at home. Even going online seems boring. Like the least time i spent online was about 4 minutes. I went online check my e-mail, then logged off. Coz i had nothing else to do. I didn't feel like chatting. Even shopping has lost a little bit of its flavour. It's like if you have nothing to buy, there's no point of going window shopping as there's nothing here to window shop. Yeah maybe The Mall would be a great place to do that, but there's no point! Like all you get is sore feet. So isn't it better to just stay at home? But then there's nothing at home... see... the only thing left to do is either go to school or go holiday abroad. I can't go to school, coz Uni only starts in August. So my only option left is go on a holiday overseas. *sigh* i can just dream on.
Maybe i should watch something with Shuwei in it... maybe then i can put back a smile on my face.
Laters xxx nisa xxx
Monday, May 10, 2004
Cravings: something salty.
Mood: quite good just lonely.
Loves: Z.S.W *^^*
Listening to: Shinhwa - White night (perfect for my lonely/loved up moments)
'i need you to hold me so tight'
'sarang heyo'
Nothing much to post... just that i have to wait some more b4 getting my pc.... apparently need $200 more... waaaaah >_< it was enough at first. then i've to use it to pay for my specs.. (which was suppose to be ready last week.. AARGGHHH its over 2 weeks plus already, i'm pissed) *sigh* i've to wait till i get money from my dad.... so ASUS T2 have to wait... waaaa~~ *sniff*sniff*
GMA's ROCK!!! i dun wanna blog much about it. Though Energy didn't win, i still love them. =) waah Shuwei soo kaawaaaiiiiii during red carpet he gave a flying kiss to the camera.. *nisa faints* hahaha....
I liked it when Alan Luo ZhiXiang and Tata Young presented the award, they were soo FUNNY!!! sooo cute also... ooh i've osmething to comment, its about Kunda's HAIR!!! i think its WiCkEd coOL!!!! like wOah.... i almost didnt recognise him... at first i thought he was Ahdi... but then i saw Ahdi standing next to him... since Niunai was wearing a cap while shuwei with his nice hair, so Kunda must be the guy with the ruffled/curly hair.... VERY nIcE.. i wonder if he'll still have that hairstyle tomorrow when they host e-news. That'll be wicked cool to see.... or maybe the hair's just a thing for the GmA's. oh well... i just have to wait till tomorrow... wheeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~
I'm a bit hIgH is it?
hehe.... i got myself a tracksuit yesterday and some new clothes.. theres this sports shop Nita's a row with First Metro, their t-shirts cost about $9 but the designs totally rOcks. I only managed to get one.... haha.... coz was in a hurry didnt have time to find my size.. coz the ones on display were sooo small...
Ooh yesterday i found another young & dangerous series.... its not labelled as Y & D, but its part of the Y & D collection, Those are the days. (i think thats the title. hehe me too lazy to check the dvd cover) i'm so excited.... tho ekin cheng is not in it.... i still wanna watch.. Y & D are one of the best Hk film i've watched. its addictive though its very violent.... haha i remember when my cousins first watched them.... i think i was in primary school?? maybe primary 6.... my cousis shoo-ed me away... haha either that or they close my eyes when the violent scenes came... heh... now i'm FREE TO WATCH, mwahahahhahaa..... >_<
i'm blogging crap aren't i?
but i'm enjoying it...
coz got no one else to talk to lor...
just the bloggy....
plus too lazy to type any new chappies for my fics...
all coming to an end (except for the Jay one) so i type slower.... hahaha... depends on my mood...
sometime i can write 3 chapters in a row... (i did for Niunai's fic)
hehe....
ok ok.. i go now lor.... i'm crapping too much...
plus my arms ready to fall off...
jIA yOU everyone for your exams!!
Mally- JiA yOU on your June Exams!! Bitti say Good Luck also!!
mwahzz... nite nite... =)
Mood: quite good just lonely.
Loves: Z.S.W *^^*
Listening to: Shinhwa - White night (perfect for my lonely/loved up moments)
'i need you to hold me so tight'
'sarang heyo'
Nothing much to post... just that i have to wait some more b4 getting my pc.... apparently need $200 more... waaaaah >_< it was enough at first. then i've to use it to pay for my specs.. (which was suppose to be ready last week.. AARGGHHH its over 2 weeks plus already, i'm pissed) *sigh* i've to wait till i get money from my dad.... so ASUS T2 have to wait... waaaa~~ *sniff*sniff*
GMA's ROCK!!! i dun wanna blog much about it. Though Energy didn't win, i still love them. =) waah Shuwei soo kaawaaaiiiiii during red carpet he gave a flying kiss to the camera.. *nisa faints* hahaha....
I liked it when Alan Luo ZhiXiang and Tata Young presented the award, they were soo FUNNY!!! sooo cute also... ooh i've osmething to comment, its about Kunda's HAIR!!! i think its WiCkEd coOL!!!! like wOah.... i almost didnt recognise him... at first i thought he was Ahdi... but then i saw Ahdi standing next to him... since Niunai was wearing a cap while shuwei with his nice hair, so Kunda must be the guy with the ruffled/curly hair.... VERY nIcE.. i wonder if he'll still have that hairstyle tomorrow when they host e-news. That'll be wicked cool to see.... or maybe the hair's just a thing for the GmA's. oh well... i just have to wait till tomorrow... wheeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~
I'm a bit hIgH is it?
hehe.... i got myself a tracksuit yesterday and some new clothes.. theres this sports shop Nita's a row with First Metro, their t-shirts cost about $9 but the designs totally rOcks. I only managed to get one.... haha.... coz was in a hurry didnt have time to find my size.. coz the ones on display were sooo small...
Ooh yesterday i found another young & dangerous series.... its not labelled as Y & D, but its part of the Y & D collection, Those are the days. (i think thats the title. hehe me too lazy to check the dvd cover) i'm so excited.... tho ekin cheng is not in it.... i still wanna watch.. Y & D are one of the best Hk film i've watched. its addictive though its very violent.... haha i remember when my cousins first watched them.... i think i was in primary school?? maybe primary 6.... my cousis shoo-ed me away... haha either that or they close my eyes when the violent scenes came... heh... now i'm FREE TO WATCH, mwahahahhahaa..... >_<
i'm blogging crap aren't i?
but i'm enjoying it...
coz got no one else to talk to lor...
just the bloggy....
plus too lazy to type any new chappies for my fics...
all coming to an end (except for the Jay one) so i type slower.... hahaha... depends on my mood...
sometime i can write 3 chapters in a row... (i did for Niunai's fic)
hehe....
ok ok.. i go now lor.... i'm crapping too much...
plus my arms ready to fall off...
jIA yOU everyone for your exams!!
Mally- JiA yOU on your June Exams!! Bitti say Good Luck also!!
mwahzz... nite nite... =)
