Monday, April 12, 2004

Hellloooo~~~
Like my new layout?
COWWyyy BEAAAR - MWAAAAHZZZZ Thanx for the iFrame codes.. *smiles*

i'm feeling very hyper at the moment. I had a writing marathon last night.
I managed to type 5 chapters for NIunai's fic.. wo0o0o0.... Today i manged to type out 3 chapters... so in total 8 chapters... But i haven't post it up yet. I'm waiting till i finish typing till the end. =) All my fics are coming to its end except for Jay's hehehe and the collaboration fics.

I spent my day as usual lazing about. I'm seriously gaining weight >_< so bad. I eat, sleep, watch tv, go online. All that doesn't require much burning of food. I had to cut sweet food from my diet, waaaa~~~ to prevent me from gaining weight too much... I NEED EXERCISE!!! I want to go play badminton, but who to play with? Everyone is busy. Hmm... i should remember to txt Dee again about it.

Finally i got my fingers typing an e-mail to Dr. Zul for the IM's newsletter. I wasn't too sure about the questions to ask about Allergic Rhinitis, so i passed it to Crysteen to check. =)

Oh man, i almost forgot to blog about. FIGHT CLUB!!! I SWEAR its the FUNNIEST TV SHOW i've EVER WATCH after SHOWBIZ(wqyl) I was laughinig infront of the tv for 1hr 30 mins straight. People will think i've gone mad or something. It was funny!! Got to see Renfu in his boxers.. hahaha its nice blueish colour one. Then got Shaowei soo funny... he wanted to avoid the camera when he changed his pants, so he hid behind this wall, The funny thing was when he bended down to put on his pants, You can see his butt jutting out from the side. Of course he was wearing boxers also.. black colour orh... Wo0o0..... Renfu n Jason in Bunny costumes.. aahhh So0o KAWAIIIII. Then got one part in the show. Jason - wearing a short spaghetti strap dress, he had a blonde wig on. then Renfu - wear black skin-tight umm i dunno what its called. Shaowei- wears some gypsy style clothes, with long curly hair down his left ear... Tony- hahahha sexy NURSE orhh.. so very very KAWAIII.. he sit somemore like a girl... I can't stop laughing man... I can't wait till next Sunday.. aaaahhh.. so excited..

Hahaha... i'm getting so hIgH right now...
*listening to Energy*
*smiles*
*waves*
*nite nite*
mwaahzz

Friday, April 09, 2004

alllloooo~~~
I'm feeling kinda dizzy, took one panadol already.. so should feel better in 1 hr right? well i hope so. I don't exactly have anything to blog here. i can't exactly say the past few days were hectic. i can just say intense.

Thursday:

Morning~
Those who got the Scholarship to NZ flew. I went to send my cousin off and also Yati. Congrats to both of them for getting it =) She deserves it. Lucky her. It was kinda sad being at the airport Firstly not being the one being sent off. Second to be the one who's sending them off. Its difficult to part with someone you always see right? To do a course in Medicine, 6 years? 7 years? That's a long period of time. I'm sure they will come back, probably during the 2nd year? That's a long time, i will miss seeing my cousin during family functions and gatherings. Anyways, at the airport, when they were about to enter the departure hall, family members were all teary eyed, not wanting to part with their loved ones. I wanted to cry too when i hug my cousin. i can't help it.. i cry easily when i see other people cry... hehe.. :) Anyways, good luck to her in NewZealand. i heard they have to catch up 1 semester's work. o O good luck to them. May Allah bless them along the way.

Afternoon~
Me and Mai went to Crysteen's house to discuss the articles for the IM's newsletter. Dateline: 19th April. o O We were discussing what questions to ask Dr. Zul about Allergic Rhinitis. We managed to come up with ideas on how we wanted the article to be. We got 10 questions for him.. hehe... we tried to contact him, but nobody answered the phone. So i've to e-mail him the questions and remind either mai or crysteen to contact him about it. We have 3 articles to write, one is that one, Allergic Rhinitis, another one is on Exercise-for health or others? i'm suppose to look up for bizarre health facts.. but stuff i found are not bizarre enough so i'm doing an article on Aspartame - the sweetener that can be found in fizzy drinks. After we cleared out the business with articles, we chatted around, eat and drink. Heart to hearts... cheering each other up, giving each other support. Sometimes when you're alone at home, you tend to think of negative things... and no one is there to tell you to be positive.. but when you're with a friend, when u think negatively your friend will always be there to support you and give you words of encouragement. =)

Today: Friday?
Nothing much really today. Quite an unproductive day for me. i went out shopping, went to The Mall also. But didn't buy anything. How silly of me! >_< I saw some cute stuff that i like, like bracelets-very cute, nice ear rings also. i can't remember what else... oh right... there's a white skirt that i like.. it cost $79 my mom offered to buy for me but i said No. i don't know why.... i guess now... i tend to think about money... it sux to be broke... i'm pretty much broke right now... wanted to withdraw money... but didnt... if i did.. i knew i would spend it right away... i need to train myself to manage my spending.

I'm writing a new fic on my pc only, i don't intend to post it at winglin. i doubt anyone will read coz its on Shuwei haha.. =P i've only started it. if i did decide to post it, i think it would be after i completed at least 3 of my fics... >_< i'm dead beat... hahaha... i think i have about 6 fics? 4 of my own 2 co-written ones. hehe...

Shuwei Shuwei Shuwei Shuwei
so kaaawaaaaiiii
today he wore blue...
so kawaaiiiiiii

Sunday, April 04, 2004

*hugs bloggy*
I guess you're the only one i can talk to right now.
bloggy: what's wrong?
I try hard to convince myself.... but it seems like no matter how hard i convince, it still chases after me.
bloggy: same problem again huh?
Uhuh...
bloggy: cheer up... look ahead... its just a tough time. With no school and no part time job, you tend to think about it too much.
Everytime i cheer up and convince myself that its for the best. It only lasts for a while. Sooner or later it'll haunt me back down again.
bloggy: You should never give up, no matter how it haunts you. One day it'll get sick of chasing after you. Then when you have won over it. You will agree with me that its worth the try.
Uhuh... i will try.... bloggy....
bloggy: yeah?
You know i'm the happiest after i cry?
bloggy:Crying is good. Its a sign that you have reached your tolerance limit towards something.
Uhuh, thanx for talking to me bloggy. I love you.
bloggy: love you too. Night night. Sweet dreams.
Night bloggy. *hugs*