A dream world fill with laughter,
A reality with a heart filled with pain,
To live in a dream where reality cannot speak,
Or to live in reality where our hearts cry in pain.
Decisions to be made,
To dream or to live?
Out of the dreams, the reality speaks,
Living in a dream won’t get you anywhere,
Come back to reality and learn…
How your heart can learn to mend.
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ok that was crap. Anyways, actually there's a lot of things i want to post, but, i don't know, i kinda lost the mood already.
one thing for sure I WANT THAT SUPER CUTE GUY TO BE MY AEROBICS INSTRUCTOR. He was very nice when i talk to him.
Too bad, i can't join the aerobics fitness zone membership thing. Coz i'm not sure whethere i will be in Brunei or not, depending on the scholarship.
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i am so dead bored...
i need entertainment...
not excited for 2004 either...
1st week of January- dreaded interview
February - University starts for those going to germany, Australia or New Zealand.
March - i'll be freakin 19, and i still won't be allow to take driver's licence. aargh
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anyway.. i just wanna cheer myself up...
listening to David Tao's song... (i dunno which one, it has i love you words in it) is only making me feel sadder. i guess it suits my mood.
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Monday, December 22, 2003
Let’s see if I can blog less crap.
Yesterday, yesterday night’s function. So tired, I got back home like almost midnight, and boy my stomach sure Was rumbling, the food at the function wasn’t nice, it used to be, but not anymore. Had to sit properly and mind
My manners.. la la la for almost 5 hours. There was like lucky draw stuff, soo many prizes mostly household items,Not that I need any of them, I didn’t even get a single prize… ok, maybe I do sound like a brat for complaining,
After all it is a lucky draw, depends on luck. Anyways, that whole night kinda spoil my mood, my cousins, lil bro n sis Were having a BBQ at my aunts =/
Lemme blog about yesterday, haiiz…. Very embarrass already, I think practically most of the vcd store in my district Knows me. All the people working at the cd store will smile at me when I come in…. *I want to hide in the closet lerr* Then at one shop.. so malu laah.. I was buying Chinese cd’s mostly, then the salesgirl ask me if I like Chinese music,I’m like yeah I do. The Chinese guy at the counter smiled. I knew he recognize me… some more.. I bought like Dvd cartoon ‘The little Polar Bear” some more he smile smile… haiiz.. some more my bro tease me about buying Cartoons.. since I’m like 18.. can’t help it… the cartoon soo cute…
Nope, no U love in Brunei, the stores didn’t even know it exist -_-“ haiiz… but luckily can pre-order at yesasia.. Lol.. my mom not too happy about it tho, she says I spend a lot of money on cd’s already. Can’t really blame her,
Coz I did spend almost $300 on cd’s when I went to kk.
Anyways, did I succeed on blogging less crap?
Bloggy: mfmfmfmmf yeah… less crap.. but still got crap…
Yesterday, yesterday night’s function. So tired, I got back home like almost midnight, and boy my stomach sure Was rumbling, the food at the function wasn’t nice, it used to be, but not anymore. Had to sit properly and mind
My manners.. la la la for almost 5 hours. There was like lucky draw stuff, soo many prizes mostly household items,Not that I need any of them, I didn’t even get a single prize… ok, maybe I do sound like a brat for complaining,
After all it is a lucky draw, depends on luck. Anyways, that whole night kinda spoil my mood, my cousins, lil bro n sis Were having a BBQ at my aunts =/
Lemme blog about yesterday, haiiz…. Very embarrass already, I think practically most of the vcd store in my district Knows me. All the people working at the cd store will smile at me when I come in…. *I want to hide in the closet lerr* Then at one shop.. so malu laah.. I was buying Chinese cd’s mostly, then the salesgirl ask me if I like Chinese music,I’m like yeah I do. The Chinese guy at the counter smiled. I knew he recognize me… some more.. I bought like Dvd cartoon ‘The little Polar Bear” some more he smile smile… haiiz.. some more my bro tease me about buying Cartoons.. since I’m like 18.. can’t help it… the cartoon soo cute…
Nope, no U love in Brunei, the stores didn’t even know it exist -_-“ haiiz… but luckily can pre-order at yesasia.. Lol.. my mom not too happy about it tho, she says I spend a lot of money on cd’s already. Can’t really blame her,
Coz I did spend almost $300 on cd’s when I went to kk.
Anyways, did I succeed on blogging less crap?
Bloggy: mfmfmfmmf yeah… less crap.. but still got crap…
Saturday, December 20, 2003
Allo bloggy... mwaahz... miss me?
no? *nisa poUts*
bloggy: ok laa ok laa.. miss you...
nisa: Yaayy..
bloggy: so anything interesting to tell me?
nisa: yeah... internet connection was so freakin slow yesterday, and oh yeah created a new babysHuwEi on neopets... haha havent been on neopets for quite some time now.
bloggy: oO really... hahaha... why didnt create babyBlOgGy? *bloggy pouts*
nisa: uh aah...
bloggy: hmmfff...
Nisa*hugs bloggY*: ok laa. dun be angry mwaahzzz...
bloggy is happy again =)
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Got nothing interesting really, yeah had bad mood, first i went to the cd
store, yeah they don't have anything that i want...
well except for that hoobastank cd, but still i want Universal Love album.
heh, wonder if it ever comes here *sigh*
i'm gonna update /n527 later, 2 chappies hopefully before i go out at night,
got hari Raya function to attend while my cuzzies are off for a bbq.
Jay's story, waah havent updated that for a long time... i think i will only update after i finish Toro's story. Depends on my mood.
okeh bloggy i'm gonna go now: but before that,
i swear by the moon and the stars in the sky,
i swear like the shadow by ur side,
i see the questions in your eyes,
i know whats wieghing on your mind,
you can be sure i know my part,
coz i, stand besides you through the years,
you'll only cry those happy tears,
and though i make mistake i'll never break your heart.
i continue later laa.... xxx
no? *nisa poUts*
bloggy: ok laa ok laa.. miss you...
nisa: Yaayy..
bloggy: so anything interesting to tell me?
nisa: yeah... internet connection was so freakin slow yesterday, and oh yeah created a new babysHuwEi on neopets... haha havent been on neopets for quite some time now.
bloggy: oO really... hahaha... why didnt create babyBlOgGy? *bloggy pouts*
nisa: uh aah...
bloggy: hmmfff...
Nisa*hugs bloggY*: ok laa. dun be angry mwaahzzz...
bloggy is happy again =)
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Got nothing interesting really, yeah had bad mood, first i went to the cd
store, yeah they don't have anything that i want...
well except for that hoobastank cd, but still i want Universal Love album.
heh, wonder if it ever comes here *sigh*
i'm gonna update /n527 later, 2 chappies hopefully before i go out at night,
got hari Raya function to attend while my cuzzies are off for a bbq.
Jay's story, waah havent updated that for a long time... i think i will only update after i finish Toro's story. Depends on my mood.
okeh bloggy i'm gonna go now: but before that,
i swear by the moon and the stars in the sky,
i swear like the shadow by ur side,
i see the questions in your eyes,
i know whats wieghing on your mind,
you can be sure i know my part,
coz i, stand besides you through the years,
you'll only cry those happy tears,
and though i make mistake i'll never break your heart.
i continue later laa.... xxx
