Hmmm.....
La La La La La....
feeling more calm now...
woke up with a bad headache...
Definitely not enough sleep coz went to sleep at 12.30.
I managed to watch e-news repeats, barely awake...
i dun care... i just wanted to see their faces...
they all so cute.. hosting on their own..
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Today, i went to UBD, it was quite okay actually, managed to go ask a few more UBD students for our Exercise survey, so in total we got 125 people.. wo0o0... Now, we just have to sort all the survey results.. *groans* i hate doing Tallies. Anyways, we just hanged out at J oanna's office.. and do our work there. We manage to catch Dr. Zul despite his busy schedule... he ask us if we can give him a week to answer the questions.. we're like Hah... so he said ok he'll try to answer them asap hehe ^^ Cool, monday is the dateline? I'm not planning to come. i am TOO LAZY! Maybe we'll just e-mail the articles to Zaim. So we just have to go to the meeting on the 24th... waaah another meeting.... i wonder whats it all about..

I feel like going out tonight. Saturday night! don't feel like staying at home alone again with my pc and the tv. Hahaha.. so sad... 'no life'

Lalalalalalalalalala........ bored..... there's nothing to watch tv. I don't feel like watching any of the repeats. hmm...... i just wanna say I LOVE 100% SENORITA, i think it rocks... the storyline is cool. plus the actors are shuai.. hahaha.... but still very nice nice..

what else to post? Can't think....
la la la la la la la la lala la la la la la la la

i'm listening to nothing at the moment, just the sound of my air-con...
My cats.. hmm... dunno where they are anymore....

i want to fall asleep... but can't...
i don't sleep in the afternoon....
i wish i had something to do that i like....
i don't feel like reading articles anymore...
Eyes hurt liao...
MSG and ASPARTAME <----- both not good for health... -_-"

ok la... i go now...
buhbyeeeee~~~~

Writing essays have never been one of my strengths. I'm better at explaining things using my mouth than by hand. I'm stuck into being a member of the IM's newsletter. It's suppose to be a volunteer kinda thing. But, somehow the e-mail we were sent kinda told us we have to join. I'm bad at writing especially articles. I was a freelance for MASA newsletter, but then i didn't wrote any articles, me and Dee just look up for movie reviews and releases. That was about it. I say this again, i don't like writing articles. I only do them coz i have to. If only i can get out of it. But i can't. There are just things you can't say out because you'll feel bad about it after.

Ok, forget the crap i wrote above. *sigh* Me, mai and Crysteen got articles, 3 IN FACT!! due on Monday 19th, The article on Exercise should be fine coz we've done the survey. But there are problems with the other two. Firstly on Bizarre medical facts. They expect us to write an article. But what i really meant when i say write about the facts is just like a 2 line thing, or just maybe a 50 word thing on it. Not a 2 page article. Another article is the one we have to go and interview Dr. Zul, on Allergic Rhinitis. We tried to call him up, but no answers. We e-mailed him the questions already and ask to set an appoinment date. But he hasn't reply. I heard from my cousin is that Dr. Zul is always busy. So basically... chances of us getting the interview done by Monday is slim. Unless by some miracle he would be free tomorrow morning when the 3 of us are heading towards the UBD's library to finalise the other 2 articles.

Ok, i'll shut up now. Actually i'm in a bad mood. Firstly i WANTED TO GO TO THE BANK TO WITHDRAW MONEY. but then... they just had to close at 11.30pm. I totally forgot that they close early on Friday and only re-opens in the afternoon. But thats besides the point. I needed the money. I wanted to go to kadai blakang, i havent been there for over like 3 weeks? i'm dying to go there.... i was in Gadong, but i was pennyless. LITERALLY! if i did go to that big vcd shop with no money, i'll come out of the shop an angry moody grouch.

ARrgghh whatever.... i'm really not in the mood right now. I wanted to watch e-news, coz Energy is hosting today again. But no i can't.. dad took over the remote... *sigh* what a sucky day.... there is repeats but its at 11pm tonight! but thats late... i can't go to sleep at 1.30am, i've to wake up early tomorrow, need to go UBD. *sigh* i can't watch the 2nd repeats tomorrow either.. coz its at 11.30am. ARggHHHH f*c*n sHiT.

i'm probably gonna blabber on and on about how messed up i feel at the moment. even Hotmail is against me today.. *glares* i can't even open my fckn e-mail, SINCE YESTERDAY!! i swear its due to BRUNET!! if not.. then something must be wrong with the freaking server... aaargghhhh.......

I hate my life right now. A couch potato, lazing about all day at home. Watching tv all day? i'm getting sick of it. I NEED TO GET OUT!! No, not out of my house! BUT OUT OF BRUNEI!!! i'm sick of everything here.... there's NOTHING!!! The shops sux, big time.... can't stand it any longer.. i really need a life... if only uni starts soon.. i'll be soo glad... I wish i was in school.. at least i would have an aim in life... but no... i'm at home.... DRIVING MYSELF CRAZY!!

i don't get it.. whats wrong with me liking music that i don't understand? don't just simply think i would like an artist for their looks. Puh-lease.. MuSic comes first their looks are just bonuses to make you like them even more...

aah whatever> can't stand myself anymore..

i'm out...

mood: pissed off.
There's only one thing that can calm me down right now.

*prays this works*
does Taggy board works?
*prays it works*
aiyoh... html codes *faints*
dun wan to play anymore...
like the captured pics?
From E-news..

Mally- MWAAAAHHHZZ THANX FOR HELPING ME CAPTURE THE PICS.. :)
Colly- Thank you for the eclairs YUMMY!! and thank you for the html code ;) the birds egg.. y dun u simpan arah the shop yg next door.. hehehe biar hatch di sana..

what to post... aah.. *goes blank* nothing at the mo' maybe later.. gonna update Renfu's and Niunai's fics.. so dun forget to check. :)

I UPDATED RenFu's and NiuNai's soo Go Go gO =)

I love this song, by The Calling.

-:Unstoppable:-

Come and lay right on my bed, sit and drink some wine
I'll try not to make you cry
And if you get inside my head, then you'd understand
Then you'd understand me
Why i've felt so alone, why i kept myself from love
And you became my favourite drug
So let me take you right now and swallow you down,
...i need you inside

Chorus
If we had this night together
If we had a moment to ourselves
If we had this night together, we'd be unstoppable

Do you think that this is right, or is it really wrong
I know that this is what we've been wanting
And all this burning in my soul, it fills up to my throat
It fills up 'till my heart is breaking

Chorus

Now, we can both learn
Somehow, you'll see it's all we have
Love, it keeps us together
And i need love

When i wake up without you, knowing you're not there
I'm only feeling half as good
Well i'm gonna find a way
To wrap you in my arms, you make me feel alive

Chorus