I'm here without you baby,
But you're on my lonely mind,
I think about you baby,
And i dream about you all the time,
here without you baby,
And you're with me in my dreams,
Tonight girl, there's only you and me...
Taken from: 3 doors down - Here without you.
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Its about 12.37am now. I've just finished arranging my certificates and completing the application form. I'm now happy with myself =) Yay... now, no more forms to fill in. So sleepy already actually, but then i don't want to go to sleep yet. I've to wake up early tomorrow, have to cook lunch for my siblings n my cuz, before i go to school. *^^*
I am so exhausted, all the energy in me has been completely drained out. Busy morning, cooking and cleaning the kitchen. >< I HATE WASHING THE DISHES!!!! I don't mind doing any other cleaning, whatever it is don't make me do the dishes. i don't know why i hate it so much, i just do. grrr..
Had a nice breakfast this morning, Mally came bought Waffles for me, and kolo mee for cowwwy... Thanx Mal, say thank you to your dad for me. :) Basically had a HUGE hahaha.. ( i may have exaggerated that) breakfast, i cooked fried rice, then ate the waffles with honey and butter *dro0ls* my mouth watering already... Mally was there in the kitchen with me, entertaining me with songs and klips from her laptop. The one with BOBOY in it WAS dAmN FUNNY!!!! LOL can't stop laughing. Then Cowwy came, her kolo mee was already dried, bottom layer black top layer of the noodles yellow? hehehe.... but she said its nice...
Mally, you LOVE Jeremy don't you LOL, Fany must be jealous when you were wo0ing my CAT Jeremy :P hekekeke... you even wore especially nice pink clothes today just for him.. awwww... she succeeded in getting attention from Jeremy.. hahaha. she so happy.. now Jeremy is not really scared of her anymore. I'm not sure about cowwy... COwwwwwy Jeremy still scared of you?? :P
hahahha.. Mally got electrocuted/whipped by Cowwy with a HANGER LOL.. hahahahahahahaha.... cowwy must be in a kinky mood... or maybe got the kinky syndrome from mally... LOL
To Colly & Mally- Sorry me inda berapa telayan this morning, had so many things to do today. Thanx for helping out with some of the cleaning and tidying :) jangan jara2 datang lagi.... =P
aaah... it's almost 1 am, i am so going to be sleepy tomorrow. I've to get 9 papers chopped and signed by the asst. principal, then OFf to UBD to hand in the forms. Then can ReLax wo0o0o0...
So guys, when's the outing? Me mau MIni-Q, go BBQ... suruh si Dee belanja.. :P hehehe.... *evils*
*Nizzy gives everyone a sleepy smile*
mwaaaahzz..
xxx
Monday, February 02, 2004
i love you
You love me,
we're one big happy family,
with a great big hug,
and a kiss from me to you,
won't you say you love me to..
Taken from: Barney
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Actually i don't know what i want to post. All i know now is my head hurts. Biological sciences are so confusing, there are so many majors under that faculty, which one is it? which one is the pre-medical course. i don't want to learn any plant biology >< *sigh*
*feel sick, feel like throwing up now*
Tomorrow, have to go to school again. i don't want to, but i have to. Sometimes i just want to go crawl into a small shell and hide from the world outside. Life is Hard. ABB is NOT good enough....... nothing ever is.... no matter how hard i try....
I guess you can notice, my mood is well..... not very good.... i wanted to go AV yesterday, but didn't then i said i wanted to go AV today.. but then dad said just go tomorrow, when my lil sis has tuition. *sigh* why not today? i want to go today not any other day...
My room is back messy again, and i've just cleaned it up 2 days ago. i'm so useless. i don't see the point in cleaning up my room as it tends to get messy again.... its tiring.... and whats the point.. i don't wanna do anything anymore..... i just wanna sit back and relax and enjoy myself.... i don't wanna worry about my future yet.... i don't want any pressure right now... i don't want to think about anything..... i just wanna have peace, love and serenity.
Sometimes, it seems like my life resembles like a robot. Do the same thing each day, like being programmed to do exactly what on each day. i've no life. i dislike staying at home, coz i'm always alone... yeah my lil sis n lil bro are around... but i can't talk to them about things.... i wish i had an older sister.. then i wouldnt be alone......
Do i have to tell you to show that i care? Do i have to tell you to show you how i feel?
Hidden deep inside,
a feeling i can't describe,
clouded by the grey clouds,
guarded by the fear from the heart.
xxx
You love me,
we're one big happy family,
with a great big hug,
and a kiss from me to you,
won't you say you love me to..
Taken from: Barney
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Actually i don't know what i want to post. All i know now is my head hurts. Biological sciences are so confusing, there are so many majors under that faculty, which one is it? which one is the pre-medical course. i don't want to learn any plant biology >< *sigh*
*feel sick, feel like throwing up now*
Tomorrow, have to go to school again. i don't want to, but i have to. Sometimes i just want to go crawl into a small shell and hide from the world outside. Life is Hard. ABB is NOT good enough....... nothing ever is.... no matter how hard i try....
I guess you can notice, my mood is well..... not very good.... i wanted to go AV yesterday, but didn't then i said i wanted to go AV today.. but then dad said just go tomorrow, when my lil sis has tuition. *sigh* why not today? i want to go today not any other day...
My room is back messy again, and i've just cleaned it up 2 days ago. i'm so useless. i don't see the point in cleaning up my room as it tends to get messy again.... its tiring.... and whats the point.. i don't wanna do anything anymore..... i just wanna sit back and relax and enjoy myself.... i don't wanna worry about my future yet.... i don't want any pressure right now... i don't want to think about anything..... i just wanna have peace, love and serenity.
Sometimes, it seems like my life resembles like a robot. Do the same thing each day, like being programmed to do exactly what on each day. i've no life. i dislike staying at home, coz i'm always alone... yeah my lil sis n lil bro are around... but i can't talk to them about things.... i wish i had an older sister.. then i wouldnt be alone......
Do i have to tell you to show that i care? Do i have to tell you to show you how i feel?
Hidden deep inside,
a feeling i can't describe,
clouded by the grey clouds,
guarded by the fear from the heart.
xxx
Sunday, February 01, 2004
What would it be like to live a day in your life?
I want to know
Living for Nothing
I cannot deal with the way that i feel inside
I've got to know
Living for Nothing
Dry Cell - Grape Jelly ^^ love this song.
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Actually i've got a post written yesterday, but didnt manage to post it and i kinda umm.. forgot to save it, so i have to post watever is left in my mind that i still want to post. Err.. that was confusing? haha.. sowwy... i'm a bit BlUR bLur this past few days.
Yesterday i went to school, Hasrul said Azlan forgot to bring the Vcd's in his car. So that means i have to wait till i get my hands on the Energy power concert (in M'sia) videotape and also My MVP Valentine that he is selling to me for $20 w0oo0o0.. its cheap.. but it don't have any subtitles... but i don't care... i still wanna watch.... <--- crazy right?
It was students HUNT TeAcher's 'Day'... hahaha.. most of the students are hunting the teachers down for the component result of the exam. hahaha.. It was a very busy day especially for the teachers in the admin.
Things that i want to buy:
1. Westside story
2. The rose
3. Arashi's cd - how's it going?
4. 5566's 2nd album
5. hmm i forgot. but i remembered that i wanted to buy a lot of things..
anyway gotta sign off...
laters..
xxx
I want to know
Living for Nothing
I cannot deal with the way that i feel inside
I've got to know
Living for Nothing
Dry Cell - Grape Jelly ^^ love this song.
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Actually i've got a post written yesterday, but didnt manage to post it and i kinda umm.. forgot to save it, so i have to post watever is left in my mind that i still want to post. Err.. that was confusing? haha.. sowwy... i'm a bit BlUR bLur this past few days.
Yesterday i went to school, Hasrul said Azlan forgot to bring the Vcd's in his car. So that means i have to wait till i get my hands on the Energy power concert (in M'sia) videotape and also My MVP Valentine that he is selling to me for $20 w0oo0o0.. its cheap.. but it don't have any subtitles... but i don't care... i still wanna watch.... <--- crazy right?
It was students HUNT TeAcher's 'Day'... hahaha.. most of the students are hunting the teachers down for the component result of the exam. hahaha.. It was a very busy day especially for the teachers in the admin.
Things that i want to buy:
1. Westside story
2. The rose
3. Arashi's cd - how's it going?
4. 5566's 2nd album
5. hmm i forgot. but i remembered that i wanted to buy a lot of things..
anyway gotta sign off...
laters..
xxx
