Wednesday, September 17, 2003

hello. my bloggyyy.... mwaaahzzz.....

i still like this layout.... hehe... memanglah kan.. darling ku juaa.. kan... hehehe...

i still havent found Love storm that has subtitles. I guess i have to wait, i can wait... i just hope it will be available before 1st october... coz i really need to concentrate on studying.

waaaargghh.. why can't some websites have language options.... sheessshh....... kan baca news pun nda dapat..... entertainment news pulang tu... hehehhe

anyways..got nothing else to say... hmmm i feel like eating blackforest cake.... yuuummmm.....

xxxxx

Thursday, September 04, 2003

Yesterday, i went out with miz n my uncle jalan2 to
gadong then yayasan, i met mally at mc'donalds
=) It was a great afternoon, i bought one vcd 'My Tutor
Friend" its a new korean movie, i also bought 'A man
Apart' for my mom, vin diesel is the actor.

When we went to Yayasan, i bought a magazine at
P & E, it has Energy in it, i love it a lot, it made me happy.
Then, we went online at the cybercafe at Hua Ho, very cheap 90 cents
an hour. I went online, then looked for info on Energy,
from what i've read, it seems like Toro is no longer in the
band and prolly has joined 5566's record label.
Before that, when i was talking about Toro in Energy,
uncle boy said that he died, It hurts soo much when
i heard that cause i was afraid that it was true as Toro
was unstable and admitted to the hospital. I am truly
glad that he is ok, but i can't deny the fact that i feel
very sad about the other news that he wont be in
Energy anymore.

At one point of the trip, i had a sudden rushed feeling
of sadness, i just felt that i was the loneliest person
on the planet, i felt like crying right then and there.
I saw uncle boy and miz together, they are so happy being
with each other, it made me feel kinda even lonelier
as i don't have anyone..

It seems that the only company i have at home is my tv,
my dvd player, my discman, my computer and my CD's.
I don't really have anyone to really talk to.

So everything comes back to the poem i've wrote before:

"I may look like a bright sunshine,
smiling at anyone that passes by,
but deep down inside,
i'm just a cloudy grey sky,
wanting to break down and cry"

....................................................
n527k

Tuesday, September 02, 2003

http://www.indosiar.com/welcome/forum/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=1948&whichpage=44


ok thats the link......

kinda feel like crying now....... i saw love storm ep 1 - 6 kana jual.. tapi nada subtitle..... sucky...